Loneliness is the best thing now,isn't it??

You can what you want, you don't care about anything or anyone...You are on by yourself without thinking that somebody loves you, somebody miss you....There is only You and You....There is lots of free time, lots of new friends which friendship is temporary...There is no one with you... You can be selfish all the time, think only about thinks that really matters only you....But why?? Why You have to be lonely??? Why don't you want to love somebody like him o her....Because it's so hard to fall in love, to trust anybody...so you bild a wall around you to protcet you...You became so selfish so ignorant so Everytime someone nice want to know you better You make your wall higher and higher....But it's better these days these future times because every time you open your heart You have to take i big kick from life....and you become so tired to trust once more so You diceded thet live alone is better, especially when You know that nothing good will happen to you in the future....So what Should you do Should you go on your life only by yourself or make some holes in this wall and trust...trust to love to people to everything is around you....I'm always wandering is it good to be lonely especially tnow where everywhere is everything for us....but there is no person who thing about us when he opens his eyes when he is awake...or when he close his eyes when he goes to sleep....maybe this person is somewhere......